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TRAVEL/KAIJU LOG #8

ANGELS FALL INTO THE UNDERWORLD


CONTENT WARNINGS: death, disease, COVID-like illness, drugs, loss of limbs, gore, violence, hallucinations

ā–¶ 001. OUTSIDERS UNBOUND (TRAVEL)

There are no alarm blaring this time, no signals dispatched to the Outsiders’ oculars. With all of the organization down, the Angels of LILITH are left on their own to find the source of this crisis and solve it. And find it they did: an effort led by Aventurine, Jinx, Rin and Murasama was able to locate Ereshkigal somewhere underground in the country of Iraq. Raidou was able to ascertain that this location is KĆ»r - the Underworld spoken of in ancient Sumerian legends - and Tezcatlipoca used his divinity to confirm what many feared: the missing goddess has been corrupted and has become a calamity attempting to end humanity. What of the seven others who have disappeared? Tsurumaru, Ratio, Silco, Godzilla, Yzak, Bakugou and Hiyori? Are they corrupted too or are they prisoners? And what of Yuji who foolishly leaped into a rift in an attempt to rescue his friends? According to Dante’s efforts to connect with them, they are safe but they aren’t exactly in their right mind. But in what way?

Those questions may be answered soon as Outsiders depart for their next mission. Yesod and Shinn were able to further refine the search and identify the location of the Underworld’s entrance: in the archaeological dig of Nimrud, where the ruins of the Temple of Ishtar are found. Gilgamesh, who is seemingly a regular of KĆ»r, may be able to guide the Outsiders once they get there.

The trip to Kish however is nothing like previous travels. Where LILITH is typically an organized and orderly organization, the Outsiders have to devise their own methods of getting there. Kaga and Akagi are flying LILITH’s cruiser to Kish and will take anyone willing to go with them. Others may also use a data portal to go to Egypt and from there travel to Iraq - it is the longest way, but also perhaps the safest?

ā–¶ 002. KUR KIGAL IRKALLA (RUINS OF THE TEMPLE OF ISHTAR, IRAQ)

Upon arriving, the heat is scorching and the sight is one unlike any the Outsiders have seen before. No futuristic buildings nor old-fashioned houses can be found - instead, there are the ruins of a three thousand years old city. Dr. Masuda welcomes the Outsiders, explaining to them the ongoing archaeological efforts that have been undertaken to restore the site thanks to modern technology.

And indeed, a few ancient buildings on the outskirts of the ruined city are fully restored. Due to the unique circumstances, Outsiders are allowed to use them and enjoy all the comfort from ancient times. Though there are beds, they are made with reeds with stone pillows; if you are fortunate, you may find one of the few pillows made with wool and feathers. At the very least, as far as food is concerned the Outsiders will not suffer: the archaeologists offer bread, cheese, and meat stews all cooked in the ways of ancient Mesopotamia. Blank clay tablets and reed pens can also be found, toys for children made of clay and little statues depicting various deities. There are also a lot of broken statues, and Dr. Masuda has an explanation for those.

"Our troubles began last month with an earthquake. Upon assessing the damage, we found all of Ishtar’s iconography throughout the ruins destroyed. What’s weird is that nothing else’s been damaged - it’s like someone or something vandalized all things related to her. Then in the deepest chamber of the temple, we found a tunnel that wasn’t there before. According to our tools it leads to an underground cave. Dr. Jones and his team decided to explore it, but they haven’t returned yet."

He will take the Outsiders to the Temple of Ishtar, which still lays in ruins and hasn’t been restored. Statues depicting the goddess are all shattered, and upon reaching the deepest chamber underground: an opening. Flashing a light inside will reveal a tunnel with no end in sight. As they stand by the opening, Outsiders will find their tracker rings and localization magics reactivating: their companions are deep inside the cave.

ā–¶ 003. GATE OF GRAVE KEEPER (FIRST GATE OF THE UNDERWORLD

After a period of traveling through the dark cavern, the air is cool and smells sharply of earth and iron. They will be greeted by a pale glow. When they come close, they will see the light coming from several cages that line a single path which leads them deeper and deeper - all identical to the one Ereshkigal is usually seen carrying around.

They might notice random pitfalls of various depths and strange rock formations with characters scratched into the surface. Were those the names of long lost Outsiders or maybe figures from home? They disappear when you look away, becoming illegible after. Was it maybe a trick? Further up ahead, figures can be seen and voices can be heard in the distance.

Those who decide to run ahead will find themselves facing someone from their past. They act normally at first but after a while, the Outsider may notice something amiss. Regardless of who they are, they will try to convince the Outsider to "join them." Should the Outsider falter, they may be afflicted by the Rift, triggering feelings of grief and regret and even make them turn on their allies.

For those strong enough to resist the illusions, the figures become frustrated and lash out. They shed their illusions and reveal themselves to be skeletal spirits that slash at the Outsiders with sharp claws. They are relentless but simple enough to defeat with regular attacks.

Defeat the spirits and carry on ahead to find a mausoleum: the sealed gate. Many gallĆ» spirits guard the gate. A dark, hooded figure calls out from atop the mausoleum. They look down on the Outsiders with cold, steely eyes.

"I didn't expect so many to make it this far. I'm surprised."

The figure draws their sword and on cue, the spirits attack. Defeat them to enter the mausoleum and fall deeper into the underworld.

ā–¶ 004. GATE OF REASON (SECOND GATE OF THE UNDERWORLD)


As Outsiders descend further into the Underworld, the ocular network becomes spotty, making it difficult to keep in contact with each other, though it is still possible with concentrated effort.

Upon exiting a narrow passageway, they are greeted with a pathway that branches into two, with what seems like Rifts at each end. Despite their appearance, they do not give off any Rift energy, nor do they cause any Rift poisoning symptoms.

Cackling laughter resounds as a GallĆ» Spirit bursts into existence from blue flames. When it speaks, the voice that comes out of it is eerily familiar:

ā€œYou’ve proven you can fight, but what of your mind? Use your brain and make your way towards me, or suffer a foolish death.ā€

Immediately, the world descends into chaos. It blurs, twists and undulates unpleasantly. Colors mix, yet somehow retain their shape. It is a vivid hallucination, as if one had taken psychedelic drugs. The GallĆ» Spirit cackles again as it disappears, leaving them to their doom.

Entering either portal will lead Outsiders to a wide cavern with even more portals. The cracks in the ground and streams of deep, rushing water are wide enough to fall into. There are slopes, rocky platforms and other natural cave hazards. Portals dot the walls and ceiling, tilted sideways or even upside down. Others traversing the maze can be seen sideways and upside down, even if they feel they're right side up. It's an Escher maze. For the especially keen, they may notice the faint scent of chalk lingering around some portals. Or, instead of the echoes of cave ambiance, the portals emit silence with the occasional flutter of a page, as if they’re in a library.

Once they find the exit, Outsiders are greeted with a gate decorated with Greco-Roman motifs, sandwiched between stone shelves lined with carvings of tablets, books and scrolls. Sitting atop the frame that juts out of the rocky walls is a familiar man in unfamiliar form, playing with a cube containing a blue flame and looking bored out of his mind.

ā€œNot bad. Five points.ā€

ā–¶ 005. GATE OF EXCISION (THIRD GATE OF THE UNDERWORLD)

From the last gate, Outsiders will have to navigate semi-narrow passageways and fissures, lined with bioluminescent mushrooms. It’s easy to get lost, so make sure to use the buddy system to make your way through! It opens into a chasm, leading to a dock, and a lake. The buildings around the dock are decrepit and old.

In the middle of the lake, there is sharp ironwork interlaced with patches of stained bottle glass, and the top is inset with a small, teal gem. Getting to the gate seems easy. It’s just in the middle of the lake, and a little swim never hurt anybody, right? If Outsiders try to swim, it will subject them to rift poisoning, and staring at it might tempt them to jump in.

There are GallĆ» spirits are dressed up like half-pint thugs, and their glass covered faces are pretty disarming! They wait alongside five monstrous forms in shredded clothing that the particularly observant will notice look like explorer’s garb – it’s Dr. Jones and the missing archaeologists!

"Do you know the difference between a man and a monster? Is it a fact of nature, is it something one is born with? Is a monster truly just nature? Sometimes, but not necessarily. Being a monster is often a choice. Becoming a monster is simple. It takes a simple choice. It means you have chosen to do whatever it takes, to take what you want. To hold power in your hands. We all understand that. Can you become the monsters you must become, to survive?"

With the last word, the archaeologists and the GallĆ» spirits attack. Though difficult, if Outsiders are able to defeat Dr. Jones and his crew of corrupted, shimmered archaeologists and Silco, then a path towards the door will lift from beneath the water to the gate.

ā–¶ 006. GATE OF SURVIVAL (FOURTH GATE OF THE UNDERWORLD || KAIJU FIGHT)

As the Outsiders descend a black staircase, they find a towering gate lit by flickering blue flames and a brick path leading to an endless field of lava. Thunder cracks as rain hisses against the magma. Overhead, clouds churn, lightning dancing through the Underworld’s ceiling.

A roar echoes from the gate and GallĆ» Spirits rise from the stones, clad in cheap monster suits like in a low-budget film. Both these spirits and the erratic lightning strikes are a threat as the kaiju unleashes torrents of malevolent red energy. The violent red energy pulses through its body, shining along its scales and feathers.

ā–ˆ ā–ˆ ā–ˆ MONSTER DEBRIEF SHEET
NAME: š’ƒ€š’€­š’‚ š’ š’ š’‡ š’‡ š’€€
HEIGHT: 13m
WEIGHT: ???
CLASS: Extremely Dangerous
LOCATION: The Underworld
ABILITIES: Produces a high temperature energy and is capable of using it as a method of ranged attack. Armored Scales, sharp teeth and claws, tail is likewise a dangerous weapon. Intelligent. Amphibious, resistant to extreme climates.
WEAKNESSES: EMP effects can interfere with the creature’s energy attacks. Exposure to music or verse causes confusion that will make attacking easier. Angering it will cause the creature to fight more recklessly, leaving openings that can be exploited.
EXTRA NOTES: Exercise caution attacking the creature from behind, do not engage it should it enter water.
RIFT EFFECTS: Corruption, Sumerian Fever

ā–ˆ ā–ˆ ā–ˆ ATTACHED PHOTO:



CW: GORE, LOSS OF LIMBS
The battle is savage, with Lucy and Gilgamesh delivering the strongest blows. Lucy’s attack lands early in the fight, and the confusion caused to the kaiju by Raidou and Taryon’s recitals coupled with Akagi, Donatello, and Dearka’s musical interference allows for a clean cut that removes the beast’s right arm! Thanks to Hunter’s ice magic, the beast is frozen solid in ice long enough for Kadaj to strike in deeply! Bravely, Muramasa allows Cagalli’s Akatsuki to throw him towards the kaiju like an angry sword wielding baseball. Capitalizing on Godzilla’s weakened legs Athrun seizes his tail and sends Godzilla tumbling to the ground. Nanami further unbalances the kaiju, allowing Gilgamesh to capitalize on this with his own attacks, the force of which knocks the kaiju hard enough that the tail rips right off!
END CW

This makes Godzilla very upset and sends him into a rampage! Thankfully, Aventurine’s falling poker chips keep everyone from the worst of the retributions. Aki, Vash, Lucy, Geto, and Shinn manage to land in attacks even as the continued damage leads to Godzilla charging his attack, the red glow from his mouth intensifying. All of those efforts give the perfect opening for Harumasa’s arrow to land a perfect hit! His arrow flies true, finding a gap in the scales of the kaiju's throat and delivering an electric shock into his body, sending the beast falling to the ground with that final decisive blow.

The kaiju manages to rise to his knees for a brief moment, so he can fire a final blast of red energy skyward, igniting the clouds and dispelling the storm. The majority of Rift Energy has been purged from his system. Fully spent, he collapses with the glow fading from his body. The spirits vanish, magma cools, and the path ahead clears.

Beyond this gate is an area of respite. A field of clay flowers and sculpted trees awaits, devoid of all life but providing a chance to rest and recover after their trials.

ā–¶ 007. AFTERWORD.

Welcome to the 6th travel log but 8th kaiju log... We'll just call it the 8th kaiju log. As mentioned in the last mingle, the June event is a player plot in which the Outsiders have come together in order to resolve the present crisis.

In this event, all seven gates of the Underworld will have to be crossed and their guardians defeated! However, your character doesn’t need to play out going through every gate. They can let others deal with the earlier gates to focus on later gates. Though they are not featured in this log, Yzak, Bakugou, Hiyori and Ereshkigal will have their own trial/battle in the second log. It is possible to encounter them in this log if they have a top level and come to check on their fellow guardians protecting the earlier gates.

This event is longer than usual so please refer to the event breakdown below for summaries if necessary. Additional information may be provided in top levels of characters involved in the player plot planning.
EVENT BREAKDOWN/RECAP (CLICK TO EXPAND)
001. OUTSIDERS UNBOUND (TRAVEL) With none of the usual alarms or notifications, Outsiders are on their own in terms of figuring out the current crisis. Through the collective efforts of the Outsiders, they will have discovered a route to Ereshkigal and potentially the missing through Iraq. Outsiders are expected to find their own way to Kƻr - the Underworld,whether with some help or through the data portal through Egypt.

002. KUR KIGAL With their arrival to the old city, Outsiders are provided shelter in the form of restored buildings that have been retro-fitted for their comfort. With food and shelter no longer a concern Dr. Masuda takes the Outsiders to the Temple of Ishtar where the trials await them deep in the tunnel and caves systems.

003. GATE OF GRAVE KEEPER In the first gate, Outsiders may find pitfall traps and strange gravestones with familiar names written on them. GallĆ» spirits can manifest as figures from characters' pasts and will try to convince characters to succumb to the effects of the Rift. Overcoming the trial and defeating Tsurumaru will allow Outsiders to pass to the next gate.

004. GATE OF REASON Outsiders must battle nauseating hallucinations and navigate a portal maze with dangerous traps and GallĆ» spirits. They can find portals that smell like chalk or sound like turning pages to reach the exit. Reaching the end and defeating Ratio will lead to the next gate.

005. GATE OF EXCISION Outsiders must work together to move throughout fissures, dangerous water, and trap buildings. They can encounter the missing scientists who are drugged to be berserk, stronger, and have more stamina. Defeating them and Silco will allow Outsiders to move on to the next gate.

006. GATE OF SURVIVAL Outsiders must climb up a staircase and fight Gallu spirits while avoiding energy blasts from Godzilla. The environment is very stormy and hot because of magma. Defeating the kaiju will allow Outsiders to move on the next gate but also provide them with a moment to rest and recover.


powderkegs: (I don't panic)

[personal profile] powderkegs 2025-06-03 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ she doesn't quite get it. zaun doesn't gave much to the dead. after all, dead is dead. they don't do graveyards or funerals. sometimes, if the space exists and it's possible, people will try but it's never easily accomplished.

flowers, though. ]


So, is this in preparation?
fursuit: (ā‘  chichina.)

[personal profile] fursuit 2025-06-03 02:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ He laughs, dipping his head a bit as he shrugs. ]

Well, who knows? Maybe, yeah, but that ain't quite my intention. Wouldn't be too bad, though. If people kick the bucket on this little excursion, at least they won't have far to go.

[ He pauses and looks to the side towards whichever way lays ahead. ]

...Symbolically speaking, heading forward is heading into death. That's pretty consistent regardless of the culture. So, these are kinda a guide if you get lost. Body or not.

[ And to demonstrate, at least somewhat, he picks up the cup that is his makeshift pot and holds it up for her to take a better look at. Or, rather, to smell, because as soon as he brings it close, the fragrance of it is rather strong for such a little flower. It's a pleasant smell. ]

Can always follow the scent of marigolds. It'll lead you somewhere good. That's the idea, anyways.
powderkegs: (We will return like warriors)

[personal profile] powderkegs 2025-06-03 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ marigolds. jinx gives it an experimental sniff. ]

Don't know much about flowers. Or something after death. Dead is dead.

[ a telling beat. she plucks at her skin. ]

Usually.
fursuit: (ā‘  tlapoa.)

[personal profile] fursuit 2025-06-03 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
Usually.

[ He repeats it with a sly little smile as he sets it back down to finish up his little task. ]

Can at least say that dead isn't always dead, but. Yeah, usually. We death gods are generally pretty protective of the souls that we get and don't let 'em back.

[ It's just a little more dirt, a little water so that it has at least something to drink, but he's also not expecting it to last one. Practically speaking, there's no sun down here. Metaphorically speaking... Well, he's not sure just how long a living thing like this will last. ]

There's always an "after", at least. Some are just more obscure than others.
powderkegs: (It's time to say goodbye)

[personal profile] powderkegs 2025-06-03 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ she sits down next to the patch of dirt. lets the flowery smell waft over. wonders if it can smell the death permeating off her. she folds her knees, wrapping her arms around them. ]

What's the "after" like? For you?
fursuit: (ā‘  yamanca.)

[personal profile] fursuit 2025-06-03 05:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He glances at her, but it’s only a brief look. He’s not surprised by her interest. Hell, considering what he saw of her memory in Egypt, it makes even more sense than it would for the average person. But beyond that… He has a gut feeling that it’s more than just Silco. It’s purely intuition, but he just has a feeling that any kid of Silco’s probably has more experience with it than most. ]

Hm… Don’t usually like to spoil the surprise, but.

[ He shrugs, since he’s actually kidding. He’s described it to a few people at this point, so it doesn’t feel like all that much of a secret. The way that people experience it is different anyways. ]

Well, our afterlife is a complicated system overall, but I’ll ignore the rest of it. For me? It’s two parts.

[ He sits back too, fishing out a cigarette that he lights as he talks. ]

My realm is called Mictlampa. When you arrive, it’s the land of mist as far as you can see. It’s calm and quiet. All there is in a light in the twilight, and there, you’ll find my campfire. It’s a place to sit and rest. To talk, if someone wants to. Dying ain’t easy, and some people got more they have to process than others. I’m there to listen more than talk, but the point is to be able to accept ā€œyep, that was the end.ā€

[ He takes a drag on the cigarette, and it’s a natural pause before he smiles. It’s cool and enigmatic, so it’s hard to read what he thinks about the next part. ]

After that? It’s paradise, my friend. I’m only the first stop on the overall journey a soul takes, so I’m where you rest up beforehand. As long as someone wants to stay in Mictlampa before they venture onto the trials of Mictlan, I don’t mind. Well, might give the long-timers a hard time about takin’ their sweet time, but it’s still their decision.

[ He laughs, since he knows that’s not exactly descriptive, but. He knows that actual answer is a bit funny. ]

And I change it with the times, since gotta keep my souls nice and pampered, but past hundred years or so? It’s kinda like a five star resort. Lotsa relaxing, idle luxury.
powderkegs: (Ya blood and gore)

[personal profile] powderkegs 2025-06-04 01:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ is that nice? jinx isn't sure. is that something people would want? absolutely. a peaceful paradise. where you can simply be. the world isn't trying to take from you or throttle you. magical. like blue skies overheard. no poison in your lungs.

maybe she'd hate that. maybe it would hate her. maybe silco would like that if he can ever reconcile the burrs in his heart. he's changed. made deals with gods. walked unknown lands. let people into his heart. and he has to be so stubborn about it, right up to —

jinx pulls her legs closer. why does she have to fix it? she never could fix anything. but silco doesn't know how and she's trying, she's trying so hard.

if silco is gone. her throat tightens. if silco is gone. she closes her eyes. ]


Will you take him there?
fursuit: (ā‘  cehuiliztli.)

[personal profile] fursuit 2025-06-04 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ It’s easy to guess that this is her concern. He gives her a glance and sees how her eyes are closed. It might not be overwhelming in her expression or her voice, but he can still see it, plain as day. Grief. He couldn’t guess at its complexity, but it would feel presumptive to do so anyways.

He smiles, and it’s almost serene. It’s a rare thing for such a chaotic god. ]


Yep. That’s the plan.

[ Easy as that, and it’s the truth. At this point, he’s determined to take Silco’s soul into his care, even if he’s sure the World will have some complaints about bringing in a foreign soul. That’s his problem to handle, though, and he’ll do it without complaint. ]

ā€˜Course, I don’t expect he’ll stick around with me long. He’s too restless for that. Figure I’ll have to force him to relax a little bit before he gets started on the hard part of his journey. The guy deserves to take a load off, at least in my opinion.
powderkegs: (Crush)

[personal profile] powderkegs 2025-06-04 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
[ yeah. fair. good. maybe? probably.

but all she feels is the clawing loneliness. they all go before her. to places she cannot go. she doesn't even have the right to ask. the smell of marigolds fill her senses but she just feels — cursed.

deserves it, huh? ]


Better off. That's what you mean.
fursuit: (ā‘  icelia.)

[personal profile] fursuit 2025-06-04 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
Nah, not exactly. It’s more…

[ He trails off as he considers how to explain it. His answer to her question was a simplified story of the path a soul can take, because in his experience, the full one tends to just confuse people. You have your different afterlives, your different deaths, so what makes one soul different from another, truly? Well. ]

I’ve got a fondness for people that have had rough lives. Some people end up with pretty straightforward lives, but others? Their life is a battle. Ain’t always guts and glory, but it’s hard-fought. I have a deep respect for that. The people that face battle after battle, trial after trial, and they still keep going forward. Maybe they’re motivated to see tomorrow, maybe they don’t have another choice. Doesn’t matter. I respect it all the same. The paradise of Mictlampa is a testament to their battles and the acknowledgement I offer.

[ A ā€œbutā€ hangs in the air as he takes another drag of the cigarette, because from that explanation, it would be easy to say that ā€œbetter offā€ is what he means. As he exhales through his nose, the smoke comes out darker, smelling almost piney instead of like tobacco. And infused with just a little magecraft, it tickles against her skin like very faint electricity. ]

—But it’s not life. There’s no comparison. Could list off reasons why, some of ā€˜em would be fair enough, some of ā€˜em would sound like platitudes, but when it comes down to it? It’s because humans—well, souls, to be generic here—they want to be alive more than anything else. It’s why I’m only a rest stop. The end result is to live again. Rebirth.
powderkegs: (There's lava on the floor)

[personal profile] powderkegs 2025-06-04 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ a testament to their battles. silco is a fighter. he keeps fighting. tooth and nail. gun and smoke. blisters and bedrock. jinx is a different kind of fighter. she also fights raw. vengeful. bruises on her knuckles. blood on her chin. in zaun, you have to pick your poison because everyone's poisoned, right down to their bones. this world of theirs, it just takes and takes and takes. you have no room to build. you just cycle through. one day to the next.

rebirth. she was reborn as jinx. silco urged her to kill powder. vi begged her to remember. there was no easy solution. no clean path. she chose jinx because she could recognize that she changed. and there's no going back to the sweet, innocent powder. there are glimmers, of course. she isn't so foolish to think she cut out every bleeding part of hers. hers was a messy, bitter rebirth. ghosts on her shoulder. and blood in her eyes.

she gives a quiet snort. ]


You'll be waiting forever. If you think Silco will change. And I don't mean whatever you guys went through. I mean real change. Metamorphosis.

[ she could call upon one of her fireflies to rest on her finger. for theatrical purposes. to make her point. her fireflies are just as bloody as she was. blood aside, silco just . . . is so engrained in who he is.

but jinx isn't in the mood. silco is alive. she can feel it. but they're hurtling again to another painful conclusion and she can't salvage him. she's not sure anyone else can. perhaps hustling him along to this quaint afterlife is best for him. away from jinx. he won't have to suffer her and she can just — be left behind.

she flicks at the flower petals. gently. not enough to hurt it. ]


Everyone wants to live. Nobody really knows how. Not him.

. . . And not me either.
fursuit: (ā‘  tlaneltocaliztli.)

[personal profile] fursuit 2025-06-04 05:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He just listens. It’s quiet and intentional, and to him, it does feel almost fitting that this kind of conversation would take place here. This may not be his Underworld, but he still thinks they all have a character that inspires reflection. How could they not? Even if it’s an impossible journey like this, it’s still facing down the concept of death. That can inspire fear of that end, sure, but more often than not, it tends to be like this. It’s people thinking about life, not death. ]

Well. You’ve already made it to a conclusion that some people never do, at least. There’s no ā€œhow-toā€ guide on living, not even for gods. We just do the best with what we have. Sometimes it works. Sometimes it doesn’t. Not the most satisfying answer, especially from someone like me, but it’s the truth.

[ He shrugs, taps out some ash, then looks to the flower rather than her as he continues. ]

In my opinion, though. It’s taking the trials of life—literal or metaphorical—and giving it all you’ve got. It’s why I favor people like Silco. Like you. You got more trials than on average, and sometimes those battles are less fighting and more enduring. You make it through the worst, and after that comes some good. It might not be a lot. It might not even seem meaningful in the moment. But there’s always something. There’s always change.

[ He looks back to her, but it’s still with a hard to read smile. ]

That’s living, to me. Metamorphosis. Every day, you’re just a little different than you were yesterday. And it’s easier said than done, I know, but there’s peace in embracing that.
powderkegs: (Te la viviste si en mĆ­ no creĆ­a)

[personal profile] powderkegs 2025-06-06 01:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ which she does know. that's what her decision amounted to. powder or jinx. and the voices tamed themselves. things went quiet. it was almost good. for a while. she's not stupid. she knows how much silco added to it. the way he projected it all on her. she went along with it because she missed him.

she gives a little snort. ]


Yeah, we're all havin' a real good time.
fursuit: (ā‘  tlaelitta.)

[personal profile] fursuit 2025-06-06 10:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He laughs, since this kind of response is actually almost… charming? He’s more endeared to it, certainly, but that’s just a personality type he likes. ]

Well, yeah, guess I should have caveated that with ā€œrelativeā€ peace. Things are hard, but they’ll get better eventually. But maybe only a little. I’m not a sunshine and optimism kinda god, don’t worry.

[ Was she worried? Probably not, but bringing some wry lightness back to the conversation suits him. He doesn’t like to be too serious for too long. There’s a reason he’d been trying to be subtle about placing these flowers in the first place, really. ]

…But, tell ya what. I’ll at least be in your corner as you figure it out. Don’t know if that’s a positive or negative for you, but I’m consistent.
powderkegs: (Prendo fuego y te quemo)

wrap?

[personal profile] powderkegs 2025-06-07 01:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ he's kept her secret. hasn't overstepped himself. it's something, even if jinx is still reluctant. there's nothing wrong with an overlap of the people silco knows and the people she knows but. she had finally stepped out of it. for a brief shining moment, there had been people for her and just her without needing to tackle all the other baggage. ]

It's never one or the other for me anyway. Guess we'll see how it goes.