Even so, it's not going to bring him or the others back.
[Or her neighbors. The cold air is the same, but maybe there is a different feel to it. It's hard to tell if there is any change to it for her, but she's talking out... Or trying to, at least. Something instead of nothing, even if discomfort and anxiety are showing it's signs.
A thought does click in her head, letting out a heavy sigh.]
Sorry. Hard enough to talk out and harder to get the right words out. [She would add an "I'm trying." to her sentence, but she didn't. Time to dig for another snack, shoving her trash into the back of the bag.] Of course his death stings me like it does on everyone else. And we got extra time to let it sink in instead of getting tossed to our next job and we had to worry about what's in front of us now. Even when us from the City are so used to death...
[A pause as she lets the cold sink into her some more.]
Am I ever going to be all right, Dante? Maybe one day... It's hard to say how I feel right now when it's a whole mix of things.
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[Or her neighbors. The cold air is the same, but maybe there is a different feel to it. It's hard to tell if there is any change to it for her, but she's talking out... Or trying to, at least. Something instead of nothing, even if discomfort and anxiety are showing it's signs.
A thought does click in her head, letting out a heavy sigh.]
Sorry. Hard enough to talk out and harder to get the right words out. [She would add an "I'm trying." to her sentence, but she didn't. Time to dig for another snack, shoving her trash into the back of the bag.] Of course his death stings me like it does on everyone else. And we got extra time to let it sink in instead of getting tossed to our next job and we had to worry about what's in front of us now. Even when us from the City are so used to death...
[A pause as she lets the cold sink into her some more.]
Am I ever going to be all right, Dante? Maybe one day... It's hard to say how I feel right now when it's a whole mix of things.