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Entry tags:
- devil summoner: raidou kuzunoha,
- ennead: set,
- fate/grand order: okada izou,
- godzilla: gigan,
- honkai star rail: dr. ratio,
- in stars and time: siffrin,
- jujutsu kaisen: satoru gojo,
- legendary monsterverse: godzilla,
- limbus company: ishmael,
- limbus company: rodion,
- limbus company: vergilius,
- lobotomy corporation: yesod,
- mobile suit gundam seed: dearka elthman,
- mobile suit gundam seed: lacus clyne,
- mobile suit gundam seed: shinn asuka,
- original: aodh,
- owl house: hunter,
- spy x family: yor briar,
- witch from mercury: elan ceres (5),
- yu-gi-oh! gx: manjoume jun
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[ He says it thoughtlessly, only to snap his teeth shut on the inside of his mouth until it bleeds. A snarl of displeasure ripping through his chest.
How DARE this kaiju. He'll rip it apart with his bare teeth and deign to eat its liver, despite his aversion to meat, solely because he hates it so much. Like Tezca, for the crime of hijacking the mind of the true divine, he wants the Lord punished. In his world, that would mean destroying it, its images, and all of its followers ā condemning it to oblivion and obscurity, the way Set himself had been. It leads him to draw away from Tezcatlipoca, to huddle his face between his knees and fight through the urgent sensation: right your wrong, repay your debt, atone to the Lord.
It finds easier purchase in him, because his will is in tatters. Because he already is working on atoning, and the kaiju simply has tuned into that frequency. As he comes back to himself, he carries on like there's nothing wrong. ]
Sometimes I wonder if we are being tested by something greater. Each kaiju is more difficult than the next, yes. It is the matter of the associated "challenge" that I am thinking of ā the testing of morality, choice, consequence, recovery, mental fortitude. I think that is the true war. As if we are being observed and pressed to our breaking point. I think that is the loss we cannot come back from. Not the loss of numbers, but the will to continue.
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So, this isolation is effective for him. Well, relative isolation, at least. Itās a good thing that he and Set are here together, actually, since heās sure if either of them got bored, theyād make a point to escape their binds⦠]
ā¦Iāve thought the same, more or less.
[ Heāll just continue like Set hadnāt just had a Moment. Thereās nothing to point out there, so why linger on it? ]
Itās the kinda Trial Iād craft. Bigger scale than I could manage, but the ideaās the same. Most of these people are weak.
[ What kind of weak doesnāt matterāSet had explained that part himself. Though he often speaks in terms of warriors, which brings the assumption of physical strength, his interests in āstrengthā are broader than that. All the tests that heād pointed out are things that Tezcatlipoca would want to see forged into something better. ]
You're right. They wonāt come back from that kinda loss. But thatās just as much because if they lose that will, theyāve lost their right to live in my presence.
[ Itās a cold, calmly stated thing. Thatās clearly Tezcatlipoca and that brutal, steel will, not the kaiju. ]
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Across the old wood of the barn floor, he stirs at hay and wood chipping as he grows closer to Tezcatlipoca. Listening to the god with the respect that the weight of his worlds deserve. He believes much the same ā with key differences that delineate their respective roles, about the necessity of willpower. Set rarely respects anyone who does not have conviction, or who falter or change their minds when they are met with adversity. He was pleased to note the resilience of the other Outsiders, after Seoul. They floundered, they regret and mourn, but they got right back into it in the end.
They're also still weak, in his eyes. Unwilling to pay high costs, to preserve the important core of LILITH's goal. Outsiders are more important to the war than common people, so until the war is over, non-Outsiders are expendable in pursuit of the salvation of humanity. ]
And of course, they cannot see that. Not like we can.
[ Most mortals are very short-lived, their memories small and finite, their perceptions a narrow field of view. ]
The kaiju we have been facing are upping the stakes with each encounter. I once suggested to one of the Outsiders that they were not base animals, and was informed I could not be correct ā and that individual was wrong. The kaiju have motive for being here, for doing what they do. It may be an overarching goal, it may be unique to each kaiju, but there is intelligence in them. None moreso than this one, for example.
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Donāt expect āem to, to be fair about it⦠They start thinking too hard about shit like that and weāre right back in Kenosās stupid problems. Those considerations aināt for them.
[ To any other ears, itād surely sound like uniquely divine arrogance, like theyāre the only ones that should be allowed to do it, but between them, thatās clearly not what it is. Despite the fact they resemble humans in appearance and maybe even biologically at the moment, thatās not what they are. They can see the world in the scale of the infinite because they were made for it. Humanity wasnāt.
ā¦Not that you can tell humans that easily, though. Itās why he sighs heavily and shakes his head. ]
What a pain in the ass. It makes better fighting, and Iāll especially look forward to whatever dish Laios makes outta this one. [ f ] But the more intelligent they get, the more people are gonna have a problem with it. Not all of āem, naturally, but enough to be significant. Already thought it was dumb as hell to try and hatch those eggs and naming āem so people get attached⦠The kaiju start getting chatty and this planet is fuckinā doomed for all the soft-hearted fuckers they decided to nab.