WHO: Rodion & everyone
WHAT: Late 2024 Catchall Log
WHERE: Various Locations depending on the happenings during the months
WHEN: Late October to End of December
WARNINGS: General, blank warning for mentions/talk on dark subjects. Headers will be marked according if things develop in that direction.
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...I see. So that's your answer.
[ and it's unsatisfactory as hell.
and with that, she stands up and shows herself out the door. she's got nothing to say to that. ]
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A minute passes right after Ishmael walked out and closed the door before she simply sinks to the floor, letting this whole series of events sink deep into her. Her gaze becomes empty and numb as she pulls her legs towards her chest.
She should have said something, but would it really matter? Would Ishmael accept it or would she make the air worse? Should she have held back from expressing completely? She let out her fears and sorrow to Ishmael back then, but anger is another story. She's upset because she felt her feelings were questioned as if they are invalid unless they meet the approval of the eyes of others. Nobody wants to deal with a cold person and yet she is tired. So, so tired of trying to give a source of warmth to others yet her efforts give her little to no reward.
Opening her heart up is a mistake after all.]