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rodya (rodion) ([personal profile] axethrows) wrote in [community profile] synflux2024-10-23 06:28 pm

[open/closed] you gently peeled open the wings

WHO: Rodion & everyone
WHAT: Late 2024 Catchall Log
WHERE: Various Locations depending on the happenings during the months
WHEN: Late October to End of December
WARNINGS: General, blank warning for mentions/talk on dark subjects. Headers will be marked according if things develop in that direction.

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[personal profile] followyourstar 2024-11-14 10:16 pm (UTC)(link)
< I'd like that. >

[Getting to know people here while learning about the people Rodya's come to care about... Yeah. They'd like that a lot.]

< Oh, and... have you ever said anything about me to them? N-Not that you should have. I just don't want them to be... you know. > [They gesture to their head] < Surprised. >
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[personal profile] followyourstar 2024-11-15 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
[Can the Distortion Phenomenon happen here? Maybe. No one seems to know the details of why it happens to begin with (except maybe Faust, and there's no guarantee that she would tell any of them).]

< I'm not mad about it, especially since it makes sense in that case. > [Though they're not happy about it either, given that they're all supposed to be keeping that sort of thing on the down low.] < ...Oh! >

[Realization hits with the chime of a cash register as Dante immediately sits up straight. Rodya and Ishmael wouldn't know.]

< It might not come up that often since you two are on different teams from me, but... How often are you guys using E.G.O., anyway? >
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[personal profile] followyourstar 2024-11-15 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
[Okay now that she's looking away, they're a little worried about just how much they're using E.G.O.]

< That wasn't what I... >

[Considering who else is here and what he's said, there's only one good question to judge the situation with]

< Has Vergilius gotten on you guys about it? >
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[personal profile] followyourstar 2024-11-15 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
[They nod.]

< That's good enough for me then. >

[They'll wait to experience the missions for themselves after all.]

< But that isn't what I was going to bring up. I learned something new recently, and I should be able to power your E.G.O. attacks up with it. >

[If LILITH messing with their head didn't do anything to it. For some reason the possibility of slowing down time seems so far away as to be unreachable.]
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[personal profile] followyourstar 2024-11-17 04:14 am (UTC)(link)
[That right, Rodya wouldn't know either.

They sigh without breath and fold their arms. At least they've already had to explain this once, so it should be easier this time.]


< Let's start with this: do you know what happened on the train? >
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[personal profile] followyourstar 2024-11-17 05:48 pm (UTC)(link)
< There was a Bloodfiend on board. He'd escaped from the place we were on the WARP train to get to. >

[Honestly...]

< And... here too, apparently? I'm not sure what's up with that. >

[La Manchaland and Don Quixote they get, but another world too... The flow they're following lately seems to be filled with nothing but Bloodfiends.]</small.
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[personal profile] followyourstar 2024-11-17 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
< We did. It was as easy as a mission involving a Golden Bough normally is-- > [Which is to say it wasn't easy at all, and bittersweet at best] <--but we made it through. >

[Their strange, somewhat dysfunctional family of thirteen made it through.]

< I told Ishmael this already, but I can't give you all the details of the mission. But it should be okay to talk about some of it if you want to be prepared. >
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[personal profile] followyourstar 2024-11-20 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
[Hm... That's 2/3 "Ishmael"s from Rodya.]

< ...Everything okay? >
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[personal profile] followyourstar 2024-11-20 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
[Yep, that settles it.]

< Maybe, but I can't tell one way or another if I don't know what it is. Who knows, maybe I can even help out? >
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[personal profile] followyourstar 2024-11-20 01:51 am (UTC)(link)
[...Ah.]

< So... you guys got into a fight and you're worried things were taken too far. >

[There's no judgment in their words. More an attempt to piece things together.

They'd be lying if they said it didn't worry them a little--they've only really felt like they had some semblance of a handle on the Sinners' more serious arguments between one another just recently. But... this doesn't feel like some sort of irreconcilable grudge either. At least, that's not the feeling they get.]


< Are you sure she still doesn't want anything to do with you? I-I'm not trying to downplay what happened or anything but... >

["Completely" just seems like a pretty big leap is all.]
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[personal profile] followyourstar 2024-11-20 05:49 pm (UTC)(link)
< Maybe not. But it doesn't need to reach a physical point to hurt. Especially since you're both dealing with a lot right now. >

[As much pain as Ishmael must be in... Rodya is hurting too.]

< Like I said earlier, if there's anything at all you need to get out, it's just me here. I'll hear you out, without judgment. >
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[personal profile] followyourstar 2024-11-20 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
[They sigh without breath, leaning back and resting their head against the wall. For all they're trying to help, they sure don't feel like they're helping.]

< Have you guys talked at all since then? >
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[personal profile] followyourstar 2024-11-21 12:59 am (UTC)(link)
[If you keep avoiding eachother, they think, nothing will change at all. But no matter how much they'd like things to be fixed, they can't force it. Then it wouldn't really be fixed at all, would it?

They block out their sight as they think, then open their "eyes" once more.]


< ...All right. I won't push any more right now. Just... don't let yourself think it'll be forever, okay? I don't know how else to put it, but... Spring always comes after Winter, right? After everything you guys have gone through together... I still think Spring will come. >

[And with it, the thaw.]

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