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rodya (rodion) ([personal profile] axethrows) wrote in [community profile] synflux2024-10-23 06:28 pm

[open/closed] you gently peeled open the wings

WHO: Rodion & everyone
WHAT: Late 2024 Catchall Log
WHERE: Various Locations depending on the happenings during the months
WHEN: Late October to End of December
WARNINGS: General, blank warning for mentions/talk on dark subjects. Headers will be marked according if things develop in that direction.

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[personal profile] yuwon 2024-12-08 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ despite him being the one who brought up trust, and while he's absently, almost carelessly, tests her own stance on it, he's surprised to see that she returns it in full. it's true that neither of them were likely the sort where trust came easily. some people gave it almost as if it were second nature, an instinct from within to bridge whatever gaps existed between themselves and another. for the two of them, however...

it was likely a lot more complicated.

even now, rodya still had moments in which she upheld an icier exterior, or in which she utilized her easygoing attitude to eclipse difficult lines of communication. perhaps, not so different than her disagreement with ishmael. though he is aware of all of this, his own response comes easily.
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More than I thought I could. [ he admits. ] Even those I trust, there was a lot I still couldn't say. I think you might know the most about me at this current point in time. [ but, does it account for a lot when the people who would know him intimately are all stuck in his past in some future that they've dogmatically been trying to avoid? ]

That's why I'm here. [ he's honest about that.

he's not sure he could have ever envisioned celebrating in this capacity with anyone else.
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